Its raining heavily now...
From the summit i can c thick black clouds spread across the sky. Its raining heavily at the other side of the hill, sooner it will reach me. I am not searching for shelter, eagerly waiting for it to approach me.
Alwasys I dreamt of rain but not hurricane. The rain might convert itself into hurricane. wind is blowing fast and rapidly changing its direction. i am really afraid...
I was a kind of person who watch chess instead of buying groceries. I was practical truout my life. The days were normal and plain until the day i saw one angel. I never new that will bcome the unforgettable day in my life. Till that time i could not had dreams. but after that, i could not get sleep. I was caught blind in yellow saree. When opened the eyes, I was left with very few mins to complete my drawing. That was the toughest drawing i ever made in my life... I have to capture her 25 years past in my canvas within 10 mins!!! very difficult, but luckily...she only did the outline of my drawing. Later I came to know she is a very good artist. Within 10 mins my canvas filled with many colors. I wanted to keep that picture in my mind forever, but the picture which remained in my mind is not her past but her present.
I believe she is a clear headed modern girl who believes that boy and girl have equal responsibility in a family life whether it is about caring the child or earning the bread. She also born and bought up in the same socity under the same roof. But if she puts everything before her career...definately problem. Hmm...I can say, she is not like that. but as book says, nobody can read girls mind. true... i read her heart but not her mind. My book has very less pages to write abt her. I just put a sign at the very bigining in book, and found another 3 signs in wet ink.
It is said that things happen by doing and not by dreaming. But some times we cant do anything, bcz things will not be in our hand. The same situation happened with me. I have to 'Wait and watch'. Waiting !!! impossible...i cant do that...i hate it and never did my life for anything. But life is strange, it will never give u anything for free of cost. I waited and got the one which I wanted.
Past is past, present is future.
Now phone chats lasting for hours, gd nt msgs r stealing night sleep, weekends are becoming very short, Eyes r open to c the morning ray of light, text books r filled with letter R and recently morning call is also added in to the list. why these changes? i donno...does she knows? Am I going mad??? No way...hmm...may be... why not? I have all reasons to go mad. this stupid lill bird of mine has been troubling a lot !!! Its her big time habit to stretch the things like a rubber band... but strange..terribly missing my bird!!!
Its time to climb up the ladders. I cant sit leaning back on the arm chair and look at the ceiling. From the summit i can c one more summit waiting for my foot step. This time i wont climb alone, will take her with me. Very soon will start my journey towards that summit. Cloud is thick but not enough to stop my ray of light to show the path. I dont care for night, bcz i have my ray of light in my arms.
...its raining heavily. Not to make my path wet and slippery... but to clear the black cloud.
